Happy birthday, Mom!

Good morning, everyone! 

To be glad because the lesson of exam today is Etika and Pengembangan Diri. I dont know what i'm gonna do because etika and pengembangan diri just to practice. Not writing. So, i dont study today. But, for wednesday, it will be a Monster day for me. Because, the lesson of exam tomorrow is accountant. I cant do. Ya, the answer is submit all of yourself to God. Because only God can understand yourself. 

Okay.

Today is my mom's bornday. Ya!!! And i dont say anything for her because i want to make a surprise to her. So, when i do my exam, i will call my mother to say "Happy birthday". 

"Happy Birthday, Mom. I hope you'll always health. You'll always get the lucky from Allah SWT. You'll always be patient than before. You're the best mommy i've ever had. Don't afraid, don't cry, because brothers and me will be safe you. Love you, Mom."

The Good News

Holllaaaa, everybody! ;)

Maybe it's the first time i do write on my blog. Because, i'm lazy do write on my blog for long time. I hope you understand. By the way, how's your life? Is it fine? Is it okay? Is anyone sick? I hope you'll be okay. Because i'm sick now. Yaaa, just flu. Hihi. 

Okay. I want to share about good news to you. And this is about me. Haha. No, it's not about boy. It's about my future. Bismillah ! ;)

May, 25th 2013 ^^

That day was announcement about UN. So, i called it " Graduation Day " . I just stayed at home. Not go anywhere because my friends told me that who was not pass in UN, the teacher came to someone who was not pass in UN. After that, i was waiting for a long time. Many hoax news came. But, i didn't respect. And at 12 o'clock, my friend called me, she said that if the score saw at smanda's web. Finally, i opened my laptop then smanda's web. I got the score. I got my score. The score is found by me. I was happy. You know, i got 53,55 for my UN. Yippie! 

May, 28th 2013 ^^

That day was announcement about SNMPTN. So, i called it " SNMPTN Day " . Again and again, I just stayed at home. The first, i got the message from my friend that SNMPTN will be announced at 7 p.m. Okey, i was waiting. But, at 2 a.m, my friend called him again that SNMPTN will be announced at 4 p.m. Oke, i had 2 hours to opened the result of SNMPTN. 4 p.m ting tong! Oke, i got my number and password then log in. The result was I graduated in SNMPTN. I was into UB for Agrobisnis Perikanan. And it made me soooo happy. Alhamdulillah! ;)

For my friends who can't pass in SNMPTN, i know you will get good place for you. You know, God isn't sleep. God knows your effort and know how you want this place much. But, you have to know that it is been arranged by God. So, show your effort and do the best for you! I will pray for you, my friends ;) 

DON'T GIVE UP! 

DON'T STRESS!

DON'T CRY!

BECAUSE IT'S NOT LAST FOR YOUR LIFE!

IT'S THE FIRST TIME YOU HAVE TO SHOW TO ANOTHER PEOPLE THAT YOU COULD! 

Okey, spirit and keep fight guys! ^^

It makes me crazy, oh!

Hello guys! 

Today, my school is free for my self. But, another students who study at that school think that the school is not free, maybe. I don't care it. Because i'm bored with some lessons and i think my body needs refreshing. Yaaaaa! 

I don't have a plan where i'm going to refresh my body, my brain, and my soul. I think, i'm crazy. Maybe. Actually, some of you as student want to go to family certainly. But, how are your feel when you can't go to somewhere with your family and your bestfriends? My answer is entertain your self, your brain, your body, and your soul.

How I Do?

For me personally, I'm going to shopping. If you couldn't invite your family or your bestfriends, you can invite  your cousins. If they couldn't too. I think, the best way is go alone. Hahaha. Have you do that?

Secondly, listening music everyday, everymorning, everynight before you asleep. Because it's my way to refresh my brain, my self, and soul. Don't forget to refresh your body with a mellow song, a love song, a happy song. Because if you listen a rock song, a hardcore song, a methalic song, i think it's not the way to refresh your self. But, it's the way to broken your self. 

Thirdly, make your self happy with taking a picture. Do you have a camera? Anything camera. If you have a camera, you can make up your self so beautiful. And then, twalaaaaa. Smile :) I've done it before.

Top by Joger, Bali; Batik Skirt by Indah Bordir; Stella Black Shoes by UP shoes; Unbranded bag; Unbranded ring

Hahaha. You know, my face is sooo bad -__- But, i don't care. I do it because i'm crazy, i'm bored, and make my self happy. Is it right?

Finally, My Final Exam Is Finish

Alhamdullilah!

Finally, this day is the last of my final exam. I hope my answers get the lucky. I know, all of this your will, God. And I believe that you have the best choice for me and for us. I hear that any student will do a final exam on Monday if i'm not wrong. I hope that you will get the lucky and your final exam is successfully. We can reach our dreams and get the best university that you want. Amin!

For my holiday, i don't have a plan. Because, next Monday, my lil brother will do a final exam. I need your pray for my lil brother. Amin! 

After final exam, my next activity is preparing for SBMPTN. I hope, i could pass in SNMPTN. I need your pray again, guys. Hehe. I hope you don't mind with it. Ok, i think, i just want to share that. Thank you for read my blog everyday, everynight, everymorning wherever you go. I'm pleasure with this ^^

Hello, April !

As a human, i had forgotten about something that i have to say to my beloved readers. And now, i want to say: "APRIL MOOOPPP, GUYYSSS!!!! WELCOME TO YOUR APRIL!"

Ya, i'm just want to say this. Haha. You think, it's not important maybe. I don't care. So, welcome to April. And what do you want to get on April? Maybe, anyone who want to get a new car, a new phone, a new house, or maybe, anyone who want to go into your favorite university. I pray, your dreams will be come true, guys. And if someone all of you can't reach your dreams, don't give up! You know, your life is soooo long. And you must reach your another dreams. I don't know what is your another dreams. But, anything in your dreams, i pray, you can get it. 

Don't forget guys! You always give your the best effort and always to pray and always begged to God what do you want and believe that God who choose the best places for you and choose the best way for you. This is my quotation which i made just now for my April and i dedicate this for you, my lovely readers:

Math Score

On wednesday ago, i did tryout at my school. The first subject are mathematic and indonesian languange. Now, it's thursday. The subjects are physic and english languange. For english, i think, yaaa it's so so. But, for physics, i don't know how score i get. But, i want to sharing my math score. 

Andi and I went to the Mrs. Anik's room to asked about PENS just now. But, there, Mrs. Anik is busy. After that, we met Mrs. Ariyanti, she want me to write a name, address, achievement, and so on. She thought maybe i'll join the PENS. Whereas, i just ask about PENS. Afterwards, Mr. Diduk comes and said about our math score. As student, i'm curious how score i get because when the math try out was started, i couldn't did well. 

When Mr. Diduk gave to me a score paper, i looked for my name. And you know, my score is 65. Ugh! Bad. Yaaa, i should do extraordinary with the big effort. I shouldn't give up. Fight! Fight!

Night, world

Night, readers. 

Hehe, masih bisa nulis nih di blog. Masih bisa kunjung - kunjung. Sebenarnya sih lagi repot belajar biologi. Gak tau juga sih materinya apa, tapi yang jelas dikasih soal ujian sekolah tahun lalu sama Harum, ya udah dikerjain aja. Lagian mau ngembaliin kertasnya, kelupaan. Dia keburu jalan - jalan sama bonyoknya di Royal. Enak banget hidupnya! Ulangan apa gak ulangan masih bisa jalan - jalan ke Royal gitu. Envy! 

Enaknya bahas apa yaa guys? Sumpah, bingung. Perut sakit pula. 

Oh iyaaaa, iseng -iseng pakai laptopnya mama ternyata asik juga. Biasanya sih pakai laptop sendiri sih, tapi laptopnya kadang lemot dan suka bandel gitu. Sebel jadinya. Eh, by the way, aku kan lagi dengerin lagu nih haha nih buktinya:

Haha, demi apa, jelek banget yaaaaa aku -,- biarin lah. Nah, aku lagi dengerin lagunya daughtry. Entah kenapa, aku sering banget dengerin lagu daughtry belakangan ini terutama lagunya yang september, what about now, sama crawling back to you (liriknya uda ada di postingan sebelumnya, bisa search sendiri yaaa). 

Aku jadi rada mellow kalau dengerin lagunya daughtry yang September. Tapi, rada gereget juga dengerin lagunya yang Crawling back to you. Rada adem dengerin lagunya what about now. Ada apa? Entah aku juga gak tau sih pastinya. Tapi, yang jelas, lagu itu enaaaaakkk banget. Salut deh buat daughtry. Bener - bener lagu yang diciptain bikin hati tenang, adem, gereget, campur aduk lah. Buat fansnya daughtry, sumpah daughtry bikin gue kepincut setengah mampus lhoooo. Hahaha. 

By the way, jam berapakah sekarang ini? Kok belum ngantuk yaaaa? Is anyone sleepy? Aku gak ngantuk. Efek kopi. Jadi ceritanya, tadi waktu awal - awal belajar biologi, kok mata tiba - tiba berat dan capek gitu. Akhirnya, cari kopi. Ketemulah nescafe sama kopiko coffee white. Bingung kan milih yang mana. Tanya deh sama mama papa, konsultasi dulu. Mana kopi yang gak bikin mata ngantuk. Katanya mamaku, semua saja aja bikin ngantuk. Tapi, aku biasanya ampuh di nescafe. Nescafe bikin mataku super duper melek. Berhubung penasaran sama rasa coffee white kopiko, yaudah coba aja. Yaaaa, rasanya sih kaya permen kopiko gitu. Lucu! Now, aku gak ngantuk deh. Berarti kopi itu ampuh dan recomended sekali. Ayoo, yang suka ngopi perlu coba kopi itu yaaaa. Jadi, promosi gue hahaha

Mau cerita apa lagi yaaaa? Sungguh, aku masih belum ngantuk. Tapi, kepala nyut - nyutan karena ngetiknya sambil nunduk nih. Hahaha. Yauda, sepertinya kepala uda capek nunduk mulu. Perlu ditutup blognya. Oh yaaa, jangan lupa buat kamu yang butuh informasi mengenai pelajaran terutama biologi mengenai EVOLUSI, bisa buka di blogku yaaaa My Hello Box . Sebenarnya gak ada maksud apa - apa, cuma iseng dan pingin bantu satu sama yang lain. Meskipun baru ada 3 posts sih. Tapi, insyaallah kalau gak sibuk, ditambah deh informasi - informasinya. 

Oke, sekian deh sampai sini aja. Udah gak enak banget sama mama, dilihatin mulu. Laptopnya mau dipake tugas kuliahnya, kasian kan kalau aku terus yang make. Haha. Bye~

What About Now - Daughtry

Shadows fill an empty heart

As love is fading,

From all the things that we are

But are not saying.

Can we see beyond the stars

And make it to the dawn?

Change the colors of the sky.

And open up to

The ways you made me feel alive,

The ways I loved you.

For all the things that never died,

To make it through the night,

Love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

The sun is breaking in your eyes

To start a new day.

This broken heart can still survive

With a touch of your grace.

Shadows fade into the light.

I am by your side,

Where love will find you.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love, it never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Now that we're here,

Now that we've come this far,

Just hold on.

There is nothing to fear,

For I am right beside you.

For all my life,

I am yours.

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

What about now?

What about today?

What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?

What if our love never went away?

What if it's lost behind words we could never find?

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

Baby, before it's too late,

What about now?

Crawling Back To You - Daughtry

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground,

And it's too late now to put out the fire,

Tables turned, and I'm the one who's burning now,

Well I'm doing alright,

'Til I close my eyes

And then I see your face,

And it's no surprise.

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,

Just like you said I would yeah,

I swallow my pride,

Now I'm crawling back to you,

I'm out of my head,

Can't wait any longer,

Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,

Just like that, like you said I'd do,

I'm crawling back to you.

Time can heal, but the scars only hide the way you feel,

And it's hard to forget how I left you hanging

On by a thread, when everything is said, I will regret it, yeah,

I was doin' alright, thought I could make it,

Then I see your face and it's hard to fake it.

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,

Just like you said I would yeah,

I swallow my pride,

Now I'm crawling back to you,

I'm out of my head,

Can't wait any longer,

Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,

Just like that, like you said I'd do,

I'm crawling back to you.

If you could find a way, to forgive everything, I know you would.

And I would take it all back, give if only I knew that I could.

Lessons learned, bridges burned to the ground.

And it's too late now, to put out the fire.

Just like that I'm crawling back to you,

Just like you said I would yeah,

I swallow my pride,

Now I'm crawling back to you,

I'm out of my head,

Can't wait any longer,

Down on my knees, I thought I was stronger,

Just like that, like you said I'd do,

I'm crawling back to you.

I'm crawling back to you [3x]

Rose and Butterfly

Ada dari kalian yang suka di tattoo? Saya!

Bagus! Disini aku mau ngebahas tentang tattoo. Design tattoo apa sih yang kalian suka? Kalau aku sukanya yang model rose sama butterfly? Dan pingin banget di tattoo dibagian punggung. Gak dilainnya. Sama dibelakang telinga. Itu aja hehe

Kaya nih gambar. Terkadang pengen banget gitu di tattoo kaya gitu. Lucu aja. Ngegemesin gituuuuu ngeliatnya. Nih liat!

Nah, ini salah satu dari sekian banyak tattoo yang aku search di google designnya. Ini yang pengen aku kerjain. Natto dibagian leher belakang dengan gambar like that! Sebenarnya, kesannya gak ada sih. tapi, seru dan asik aja natto dibagian situ. Entah kenapa? Yang tau bisa menjelaskan yaaaa! 

Terus, yang kedua adalah butterfly. Entah kenapa butterfly demen banget dan bagus banget setelah ditatto. Padahal, liat nyatanya gak berani. Tapi, ditatto itu rasanya wow dan amazing. Makanya, aku suka banget natto pake gambar butterfly. Tapi, gak boleh. Jadi, mimpi ajaaaaaa :)

Nih gambarnya!

Itu diantaranya. Tapi, setelah ngesearch model yang di google. Jadi, pengen yang satu ini. Nih, aku kasih gambar - gambarnya hahaha

Flock Bird Tattoos

Happy Birthday, Boooooyyy :)

Happy birthday to you! 

Happy birthday to you! 

Happy birthday .. Happy birthday ..

Happy birthday to BOOOOYYY!!!

(maaf, namanya diganti boy yaaa. Takutnya, kalau disebutin namanya, ntar dikira mentenarkan nama orang)

Entah kamu ulang tahun untuk umur yang keberapa. Tapi, yang jelas dan yang pasti itu kamu sekarang semakin tua. Semakin kamu tua, semakin dewasalah kamu. Harapan untuk kamu, boy? So simple sih. Tapi, semua itu pasti yang terbaik buat kamu. Segala cita - cita akan tercapai. Dan semuanya terwujud, terpampang nyata. Amin. Amin dong, Boy! Bagus! 

Kenapa sih, situ suka sama boymu?

Karena, dia beda sama cowok - cowok yang ada. Semua pada ke kiri, dia kekanan. Dan dia punya teknik pengendalian diri sebagai laki - laki yang gak banyak orang bisa ngelakuin itu. Maksudku, ketika semua sedang berburu A, dia gak berburu A dan bahkan gak mencoba. Malah, berfikir dua kali untuk mencobanya. Tapi, kalau A itu buruk, dia gak akan ngecoba. Kalau A itu bisa ngerusak dirinya, dia juga gak akan ngecoba. Buat aku, boy itu spesial. Bener - bener spesial. Kamu tau kenapa? Dia punya cara yang lucu buat aku ketawa. Padahal, gak kenal. Ngelihat mukanya itu udah lucu! (sumpil, ngetiknya ini aja ketawa - ketawa sendiri). 

Lanjut. Dia itu juga punya cara supaya orang - orang didekatnya itu nyaman. Tapi, cara itu total alami dari dalam diri ya? Gak ada rekayasa. Dan aku seneng kalau ada orang yang kaya gitu. Bisa buat kita have fun, kita bahagia, senang, ketawa - ketiwi. Bayangin! Dunia ini berasa gak ada galaunya, kalau aku ngelihat anak itu. Inget jamanku yang suram dulu bareng para manusia aneh, terus pas ngeliat dia itu, semua gak ada! Rasanya, aku gak pernah bareng sama manusia aneh. Bahkan, lupa kalau pernah sama manusia aneh! Manusia yang gak pernah bisa bikin aku ketawa. Bikin sepet iya! Stop! Lanjut! 

Jujur ya. Dalam suka sama seseorang, aku gak pernah masang tipe. Karena aku sendiri gak pernah punya tipe. Dimataku, dia istimewa dan punya something yang bikin aku tertarik, terus jantungku dagdigdug, tandanya suka. Kalau datar dan gak bergetar jantungnya, so flat aja. Aku sih gak pernah ngambil pusing. Aku juga gak pernah masang target. Mau dia cakep. Mau dia biasa. Mau dia manis. Kalau selama jantungku berdetak cepet banget, malah ngebikin aku grogi dan salting, itu namanya aku suka! Gitu aja intinya! 

Simple kan aku?

Dan boy itu yang bisa narik perhatianku. Shit! Tapi, tenang guys. Pacaran sama orang yang bener - bener disayang tetep berlaku kok. Kalau sama boy kan cuma, suka :)

I Love Hello Kitty SO MUCHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Jadi, bukan karena aku merasa masih kecil, atau karena aku sudah besar! Yang mikir kaya gitu, OUT!!!! NOW!!!!

Sebenarnya, aku ngidam hello kitty itu udah lama. Ya emang sih hello kitty, kucing. And i know that i'm haters of catty. But, it's different! hello kitty itu unyu! manis! gemesin! bikin gue mabuk kepayang! 

You know, hello kitty itu punya sisi yang ngerock! bisa search di google ya, mblo! terus, ada versi wanita! versi anak - anak! yang semua itu bisa loe search di google! masalah gambar nyusul yaaa? Sumpil, gua pake komputer orang nih! mefet bos! 

Nah, dari koleksi gue, yang ada itu baru tempat pensil sama boneka kecil dari kado ulang tahun waktu gue SD. Yap, Sekolah Dasar. Setelah, itu hilang. Gue gak pernah ngoleksi hello kitty. Dan baru kemarin, setelah gue pergi sama bonyok nih, eh ada tempat pensil hello kitty. Samber aja kaleeee! Ciap, dapet dah tuh! gue etlis bangga dong ya? Semua pada tanya, beli dimana? Tempat rahasia banget yaaa guys! Gue jamin, kalian pasti mikir yang gak - gak kalau gue kasih tau. So, balik lagi ke asal. Enter lagi.

Nah, gue lagi demen nih ya bon eka hello kitty yang gedeeeeeeeeeeeeee banget! berharap ada yang beliin gue gitu. Tapi, gak ada. Diem! 

Terus, gue perlu nabung kan? Tapi, gue pengen sepatu. Diem! 

Pengen sepatu? Perlu nabung juga tuh! tapi, gue pengen Sony!

Gampar aja muke gue! 

Terus, gue pengen camera instax fujifilm. Bukan karena lagi indahood yaaa! tapi, karena cari gampang! seru aja gitu! ada efek - efek dan langsung jadi! WHAT THE HELL, nabung lagi kaaaaaaan?

tutup aja udah postingannya, BYE!!!

Aku kembaliiii..

Ya, setelah menghilangnya saya diantara beberapa buah kapal besar. Ya, kapal ujian. (maaf, masih belum selesai juga sih). Lanjut! akhirnya, aku kembali lagi. Aku ingin kembali ke duniaku. Bebas!!!!!!

Lupakan! 

Mau bicara apa?

Aku lupa

*hening*

Kenapa di enter?

AAAARRRGGGHHHH!!!!!

Enter lagi boleh?

2x enter, gak enak yaaa?

sip! BYEEEE!!!!!!!

Sport

Hollaaaa, i'm come back! 

Lagi - lagi dengan cerita yang super duper membosankan. Yang gak betah, mohon out now!

Awal masuk, sudah bete banget sama keadaan. Ngantuk, capek. Tapi, mesti kudu praktek olahraga. Oke, lakukan! Nah, pertama, disuruh lari entah berapa kilometer, karena gak ngukur dan males banget ngira - ngira. Terus, udah keringetan. Capek. Ngos - ngosan. Wait! Nulis pun gue juga ngos - ngosan. 

Lanjut! 

Kelas pun juga langsung ke dribling (entah cara penulisannya gimana). Terus, gue mencetak angka 5 untuk memasukkan bola dalam ring. Setelah itu langsung ke suttle run (entah nulis 'suttle' nya gimana). Setelah itu, langsung cabut ke aula. Sumpah, sit up sm back up. Apaan!!!!

Sit up mencetak skor 6 -_-

Back up mencetak skor 44 (y)

Tapi, dari itu semua, nyadar sih dan ikhlas, aku sudah berusaha. Dan sebisa ku cuma segitu. Aku gak kaya mereka dan mereka juga gak kaya aku. Tapi, aku bangga dengan ini semua. Ingat! semua orang ada lebih dan ada kurang. Gak ada yang sempurna. So, BYE! (kibas kelek)

Karunia

Hello, readers. Maaf - maaf sekali atas janji - janji yang mungkin pernah aku ucapkan di blogku ini untuk selalu mengisinya. Tapi, karena segala kesibukan yang hampir tidak bisa menyentuh rumah kecil dalam dunia maya ini. Sekaligus, rasa malas yang ditambahkan dalam kesibukan untuk menyentuh dan bahkan bersinggah dalam rumah kecil ini. 

Readers, dalam beberapa bulan kedepan mungkin aku tidak akan se heboh dulu. Ya, ketika aku mulai mengenal blog itu apa. Karena aku akan vacum dalam beberapa bulan. Ada hal - hal yang harus aku perbaiki dan aku pikirkan matang - matang. Aku akan menghadapi UNAS. It's the first point. Then, SNMPTN atau tes - tes masuk universitas. Lalu, kesibukan tugas - tugas kuliah yang tidak bisa membuatku untuk selalu ngeblog seperti ini nantinya. Aku hanya meminta kepada kalian para readersku untuk mendoakan aku dalam menjalani kewajibanku agar aku menempuhnya dengan hasil - hasil yang baik. Ya, aku tahu tidak semua hal yang akan aku jalani berjalan baik. Tapi, aku tetap mengharapkan doa dari kalian semua. Doa kalian berharga. Terima kasih. 

Sebenarnya, gak akan ada satu hal yang ingin aku bahas disini. Ini bukan diskusi sebenarnya. Tapi, mungkin lebih tepat untuk disebut 'share-ing'. Beberapa hari yang lalu sempat ada yang menanyakan, "mengapa aku lebih memilih untuk jomblo daripada mendekati seorang laki - laki atau malah menerima laki - laki yang ada di dekat kita?"

Banyak sekali jawaban - jawaban yang dimana hampir sama. Mereka yang menanyakan itu akan selalu menjawab, "gak sesuai kriteria. Masih belum tepat." atau yang lain diantaranya itu. Sebenarnya, alasan kenapa aku memilih untuk jomblo karena ya memang masih belum ada yang tepat. Selama ini, aku berusaha untuk menjalani sesuatu dengan serius. Aku sadar umurku baru 17 tahun dan itu adalah awal dimana aku akan mulai merasa galau, sensitif, dan rasa cinta akan menggebu kepada lawan kita nantinya. Tapi, aku menahan itu semua. Aku ingin di usiaku yang 17 tahun ini agar aku bisa dan mampu untuk memberikan yang terbaik gitu. Aku ingin keseriusan itu ada dalam diriku. Aku sudah terlalu capek untuk bermain dengan perasaan. Aku benar - benar mengerti bahwa hukum karma itu ada dan sudah terjadi. Apa harus kita sebagai manusia mengulangi kesalahan yang sama dan mendapatkan hukum karma itu kembali? Aku selalu belajar dari kesalahan - kesalahan yang aku buat. Dan aku selalu ingin menjadi manusia yang berpikir maju. Tentu, aku tidak akan mengulang kesalahan yang sama. 

Aku bukan anak kecil lagi. Pikirku. 

Aku adalah cewek yang bisa kalian katakan remaja mau tumbuh besar. Tapi, tidak pantas untuk kalian katakan bahwa aku masih anak kecil. 

Sehingga, untuk pertanyaan - pertanyaan diatas tersebut, aku selalu menjawab bahwa aku lebih memilih jomblo itu karena aku ingin lebih serius memberikan perasaan sayang apa adanya kepada yang benar - benar serius. Tidak melihat dari segi kekurangan kelebihan. Karena sebenarnya, aku bukanlah orang yang dapat menerima kekurangan orang lain apa adanya. Dan aku butuh belajar untuk itu. 

I'm not happy today

Today i get two messages. The first message from her and the second message from him. I don't want to call their name. Because it's so private and i think everyone in this world have each privacy which they don't wanna tell it to another people, right? The first message is announcement about result test. The second message about result test too. Even, he send me result test with ranking. Actually, i don't want to know about it. I'm afraid. I think it's not fair. You know guys? Even, i feel that i can't get this place. Many other people are clever than me. Still deserve to get this place. This is not because i don't want to get this place. But, for now, i think they are more appropriate than me guys. God, you know who is can get this place? Who is better? It's not because i don't want to get this place at once. It's about our effort. They do maximal effort in every lesson god. How about me? I just do maximal effort in lesson that i like. God, please! Give me a thing better :(

Guys, i'm so sorry. All of this is not purpose of my life. I'm seriously guys. Sorry, i make a mistake to you. God knows who you are. God also knows who i am. God knows who is better get this place and god already has a place that he had designed by himself. Trust me. God is not sleepy guys. God knows our activity. God also knows our ability. God, thanks for a life that you give to me. A beautifull life. You know about all of me. Give a better place for me, God. I don't want to get misguided again. Please, makes me understand with my ability and makes me believe with my ability that i can get my future later. Sorry from my deepest. 

My new skin agaaaaaiiin

Malam guys!

I'm so sorry for my new skin if you don't like it. Because i think that this skin is better for me. If you want to read more, you can click my spell name. example; you clik r - i - z - k - a. Click this one by one, oke? 

Sorry guys for discomfort :(

Thanks for coming on my blog. Thanks you have read my blog guys :)

Bye. Good night. 

i don't have activity

Holllllaaaaaaa!!!!  

I'm back. I studied english just now. Oh ya, it is good news for me and for you guys. Today, i don't go to school because i'm so lazy. And i decide to stay at home, moreover, the weather is too hot today. Make me sooooooo lazy haha

Guys, my friend tells me that i'm get away from TIK, English, Mathematic, and Biology. Huh! it makes me shock. But, happy shocking haha

Oh ya, i watched at the TV about classic car. By the way, do you like a classic car? I want to look for classic car. But, i don't know where is it? Maybe, you know understand where is the place sells. If you know, please tell me guys. I need that information. Thank you. Oh, this is my classic cars that i love too much (i get tthat pictures from google). Check this out! 

I love your voice note, boy

Good morning!

I came from Langgeng's house just now. And i took my body on my bed. Uh! I feel tired. Guys, i get voice notes from my big sister. In that voice notes, i hear a boy voice. You know his voice is so easy listening. I love. My big sister tells me that a singer is ex-boyfriend my big sister's friend. I think my big sister's friend is wrong because she leaves him. Ya, that boy is so romantic. He sings many songs to her. But, after that they're break up. I dont know what happen because i don't want to know. If i in that position like this, i don't want to leave him. I love a boy can make me happy and laugh. I don't like a boy can act that he is a romantic boy. No! I love a boy can romantic naturally. Just it. No act.

part of my life

Part of my life that i like are many things from camera, handphone, music, novel, clothes, and so on. I just write something that i like. Why i could like them too much? Ya, because they are complete me as a teenager :) 

1. Camera - Canon 550D

I need it because i like take a picture something that i don't know what i can take it. Usually, i take a picture on my stupid face, or handsome boy, or a good view. I love it. Camera makes me forget about my problem like it can say anything to me. I don't know why i can tell you like this. Maybe, it's wrong. haha forget it. Before we went umroh, my father asked me to saw a camera. First, i didn't know what is a digital camera or DSLR. After, my father talked with a seller too long, finally my father taken that camera and we used it in umroh. Yaaaaaaaay!

2. Clothes - Simple, easy going.

I love a simple clothes. I always like a longsleeve tshirt and jeans trousers. The point is i just love a clothes that it can make me feel too hot 

3. Music - Anything the genre of music.

I love listen a music. Music is an energy for me. When i feel bored, tired, lazy, happy, or anything, music always come to me and ready to being listened by me :)

I think, it's too enough guys. Maybe we can compare notes about anything haha. Sorry guys for long time i always use english languange because i wanna speak english better and i think i can say english with i write on my blog. Sorry too, if my vocabulary is wrong. You can tell me the correct answer. Thanks for now. Bye.