Today i get two messages. The first message from her and the second message from him. I don't want to call their name. Because it's so private and i think everyone in this world have each privacy which they don't wanna tell it to another people, right? The first message is announcement about result test. The second message about result test too. Even, he send me result test with ranking. Actually, i don't want to know about it. I'm afraid. I think it's not fair. You know guys? Even, i feel that i can't get this place. Many other people are clever than me. Still deserve to get this place. This is not because i don't want to get this place. But, for now, i think they are more appropriate than me guys. God, you know who is can get this place? Who is better? It's not because i don't want to get this place at once. It's about our effort. They do maximal effort in every lesson god. How about me? I just do maximal effort in lesson that i like. God, please! Give me a thing better :(
Guys, i'm so sorry. All of this is not purpose of my life. I'm seriously guys. Sorry, i make a mistake to you. God knows who you are. God also knows who i am. God knows who is better get this place and god already has a place that he had designed by himself. Trust me. God is not sleepy guys. God knows our activity. God also knows our ability. God, thanks for a life that you give to me. A beautifull life. You know about all of me. Give a better place for me, God. I don't want to get misguided again. Please, makes me understand with my ability and makes me believe with my ability that i can get my future later. Sorry from my deepest.
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