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hello, 

i wanna tell you about my madness. i wanna take my beauty's picture. i always dream that i can take my picture with some beauty clothes and put it on my favorite blog. but, i always cant do. i dont know why? i think that my body is bad. my face is not beauty. but, i just want to show who i am on my blog. 

my blog is my bestfriend. i can tell everything to it without it feels tired. it feels bored. are you feeling the same what i feel guys? i think so. i too think that my blog is my bestfried. so that, i wanna put my beauty face on this blog haha

i always dream that i can have a slim body. but, it is just a dream. maybe, it is a dream forever. in fact, i want to give up about my program diet. i cant do. my eyes. uuuuuhhhh, i really hate my eyes. because it cant make me stop desire to eat. huuuh, i really tired to do diet program. my parents always says that the woman who have a big body, it is so bad. yes i know, i have tried. how about the result? i still like the old. i still fat. i still bad. i'm not beauty. 

uh, i'm to be a girl want to wear a good clothes, good shoes, good accessories and take my picture. but, after i'm thinking about it, the result is i cant do. the reason is my body. Am i give up? no, i'm not. i never give up until i can show my parents that i can have a slim body. vote me guys! give me a spirit! yeeeaaaayyyy \m/